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Well the celebration yesterday goes all wrong.
all thanks 2 my mum big big mouth and her naive mind.
and ofcox, my snappy temper.

So wad happen?
my aunt ordered pizza.
the funny thing is i eat only RECUTTED pieces which is in SMALL PIECES from the 4different favours lo.
so i try the 4 different 1 la.

den dat woman
dunno wads wrong with her
keep saying
"hey u fat. u still eat. u fatty..." blah blah blah. ETC.

YES! I noe i m fat! but dun nid 2 Scream to the whole world abt ur fat daughter is eating pizza right?

den go say my bro who is extreme skinny.
dun eat so much later fat.
fuck.

crazy woman
open her eyes la.
do she have any common sense and feeling?
(my cousins is there also.. they are slightly more plump den me.. but still ok ma.)
she indirectly telling my cousins leh.
i mean wad the hell lo
wad we wan 2 eat is our business. hello.
and just a few only leh.
dun nid 2 shout and suan until so loud and irritating ok?

So leh..
i pissed off.
Hello..
i m eating ok?
other ppl are also eating happily ok?
Why in the hell did u use dat shrill and deafening and irritating voice and keep on shrieking all over us and me especially?

so i shouted @ her 2 shut up.
den she buay song.
den give me the glare.
den keep on threatening me in an undertone.
den give me black looks.

Hello.

OLD WOMAN.
MOTHER.

You how old le?

some more a mother leh.
dun nid leddat ok?
use ur mind and think b more sensetive.

den the most wonderous thing is dat
when i reach home she keep on emotionally torture me by keep on scolding and scolding and use all tos kind of words 2 scold ur existance la etc..
well i have went thru that since young la.
still have some damn effect on me la even though it is less.
well she even slap me..

*(hello.
mother. u r the 1 who nid dat slap.)

den she went on scolding.
my parents suan me.
"u c we (my parents) say our neighbour daughters fat, our daughter now getting fatter den them le. "
i was like WTH!!! WTF!!!!
till bedtime

den morning wake up
she still scolding

den evening dinner after come back from work,
she seat down near me, and keep on scolding...
and scolding.

tis is wad my mum always do when she not happy with us kids.
torture us emotionally till she happy.

ya.
it may seems nth much when i explain it here.
but if u experience wad she say and scold.
u will feel damn !@#$%
clanch fist...
and my dad is similar.
lol
so now u can c y they are married.
and how i turn out 2 b like tis.
No confidence, Depressed, and Sucidal

so now..
if any1 who previously saying i bad daughter, how can i scold my own parents..
see.
i explain 2 u le.

u wan 2 experience it urself?
i dun mind changing parents.
quick
parents changing.
$1000 dollars awarded for 1 week.
Negotiable.
btw my parents are quite gd cooks.